Thoughts from the unemployed
It has been so long since I have written a blog. I figured, I better, I have lots to talk about.
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Just kidding. So about a month and a half ago I officially became unemployed. With thoughts of adventure and new things in my head, I was very excited to be on this journey. Come 4 weeks later, I realized this adventure was not cracked up to be what I expected. I have officially begun to freak out. When one needs to live on things like money and one does not have a job. It begins to get tough out there. The job market sucks and I have been applying and looking for what feels like forever. I have been shot down by multiple company’s for unknown reasons. I wish they would just tell me why they wont hire me. I have to make a living somehow. If I cant get a job, how am I going to live?
I need a company to take a chance on me because that is all I have. I really dont know what life will be like in a week, a month, a year? I can speculate but I would rather not.
At first I was using my time to look for a job, to read, to enjoy this life I had. What I should have been doing was working at McDonalds so I could have some money. We live and learn I guess. This moment has been hard on me, between losing friends, and not knowing what to do. I have lost my own sense of who I am, I feel like I have lost so many things. Its weird how no job will do that to someone.
Anyways, Ill have more thoughts up later. Gotta jettison to space.
Later peeps.
