You think your cool
You do dont you? With your little hat, and your book, your coffee. You listen to your trendy underground music, and talk using those fancy words. You try to make it look like to others that you are so cultured.
Dont believe the hype in yourself.
Changes are coming…..
I have decided to change the name of my blog if its possible. Im tired of this one.
That was probably a weird way to start a post when I have not talked to the internet in a while. Sorry lets start over.
Hi, hows it going? Super. Things here are interesting. I just got back a few weeks ago from a month long road trip across the united states. It was cool seeing other parts of the country, the only regrets I have is the person I went with. I got to know this person in a different way and what I saw I didnt like anymore. Not to mention the heartache it caused me. Just so I dont get too personal and bitchy about things, lets just say, never should have gone with that person.
I can never understand certain people. Some people I get, those are the fun ones that I love spending most of my time with, but when I meet someone, then they turn out to be something they were not, its upsetting. Oh well. It happens, we move on. In the month of july I have managed to lose a few friends. Its been an experience. So thats why I am changing things. Im moving on with my life to other things and newer places and faces. Ill never forget the times, but we must move on. Changes will come in the next few days to this look hopefully. We will see.
Later for now.
Thoughts from the unemployed
It has been so long since I have written a blog. I figured, I better, I have lots to talk about.
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Just kidding. So about a month and a half ago I officially became unemployed. With thoughts of adventure and new things in my head, I was very excited to be on this journey. Come 4 weeks later, I realized this adventure was not cracked up to be what I expected. I have officially begun to freak out. When one needs to live on things like money and one does not have a job. It begins to get tough out there. The job market sucks and I have been applying and looking for what feels like forever. I have been shot down by multiple company’s for unknown reasons. I wish they would just tell me why they wont hire me. I have to make a living somehow. If I cant get a job, how am I going to live?
I need a company to take a chance on me because that is all I have. I really dont know what life will be like in a week, a month, a year? I can speculate but I would rather not.
At first I was using my time to look for a job, to read, to enjoy this life I had. What I should have been doing was working at McDonalds so I could have some money. We live and learn I guess. This moment has been hard on me, between losing friends, and not knowing what to do. I have lost my own sense of who I am, I feel like I have lost so many things. Its weird how no job will do that to someone.
Anyways, Ill have more thoughts up later. Gotta jettison to space.
Later peeps.
Working title
You know, lately I have been getting really bored. Its not really a good thing. I have been just been waiting for something epic to happen. It doesnt and so I just keep waiting. When I get bored I tent to let my mind wonder. There is a 4 stage process that happens.
Part 1: The “Should I move somewhere else?” thoughts. Typically I shouldnt but I still think about it. When you are bored with the same thing day in and day out, you look for a change.
Part 2: The “Maybe I should of made some better choices” thoughts. You know with school and college. I dont think that cures boredom.
Part 3: The relationship thoughts. Usually ends in disaster, usually never a good idea to cure boredom.
Part 4: Embracing the boredom by reading a book. Usually lasts about a month until the cycle repeats itself.
I know, I am very strange. But at least im willing to admit it. They always say only boring people get bored. But I think the most non boring people can get bored. But ill believe what I want!
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
I know. I am terrible at updating. My life has been pretty busy lately. Lots of things both good and hard have been going on. I have been running in my head over and over lately stuff with the guitar. I am not that good and I have come to the point that I either need to step up again or let it go. I have been playing for almost a year now, and I still only know 5 chords. Its frustrating sometimes. I want to write songs and play them but for some reason im being stopped. I have friends who have recomended lots of books. I want to read them, I know I have the time. I guess I just need to stop complaining and read a dang book!
I need to start writing again too. I just need to hunker down and get it done. I have had this story in my head for about 6 years now and I really just need to put it down on the paper. Its a really good one and I know the masses would enjoy hearing it! im just…well I guess im lazy.
Eh. Whatever. until next time.
Back from the east coast
So im back from the east coast and fully settled into my old ruitine. Makes me sad that I have to get back into things. At the same time its a sigh of relief. Being gone for 2 weeks I was getting kinda homesick for certain people. I had fun and would choose to go again. I learned alot through this trip. About myself and others. Stuff i needed to know and stuff i didnt but glad I found out. I am making a list right now as to things I learned on the east coast.
1. Driving is insane over there! People are very impatient and honk if you dont move within 0.01 seconds of the light turning green. and it would be someone 4 cars back.
2. Pedestrians cross whenever wherever they feel like it. Seriously, It was so different.
3. Lots of tolls. By lots i mean wow. Its pretty crazy.
4. Times square is gratuatious. Its so massive and in your face.
5. The food on the east coast is good. I loved it all.
Thats all I got time for. I have a boatload more I can say but I will guard my tongue.
Later world
Hey you, in the hoody
Yeah, I wrote a song. finally finishing something ive been working on for months. I still need to perfect it. I didnt know this about myself but when it comes to the guitar. Im a perfectionist. It sucks! I need things to be perfect or else i get mad at myself. Very strange way to think things through.
I leave soon for vacation number 2 of 2009. Lots of flying going on this year. I hope my ears dont freak out too much. I would try to be funny and make you laugh right now. But im not really in the mood to be goofy. This week has been a rough one and I just want to run away. But I cant. I have too much to do. I guess ill run in a week and a half.
Drama drama
Because I hurt myself the other night. Last night, I decided to lay around with my foot up. I watched some….drama on the TV. It was a very wonderful evening. Im actually wanting to do the same thing tonight. Keep my foot up and watch some more. I find myself slightly addicted to this perticular show. Which will go unnamed. Im trying to power through it in a week. Im halfway through season 2 of 5 seasons and its only tuesday. Oh yeah!
I leave for Cali in a couple weeks. Im really looking forward to stepping outside the seattle area for a small amount of time. Disneyland is a callin my name and so is Boston. It really will be a good 2 weeks I believe. Im really looking forward to spending it with family and my really good friends.
Im off. Later world
You gotta jump and jive….
So I attempted swing dancing last night. It would of been alot more fun if i didnt mess my ankle up right before the dancing. Long story short. I missed a stair. It popped. it wasnt pretty. Now my ankle is the size of a grapefruit. I liked watching the really really good people. Some of them were rediculous.
I was not that good at it. Im better at slow dancing and regular dancing. But im sure i kept going i could get better. Maybe ill try again sometime soon. Like when my ankles stop being punks.
I gotta run today. Just thought id update my mass internet fans. Oh and Chile, yes. I do wear shorts alot.
Later world.
Brett Favre and the NFC North conspiracy
I dont talk alot about sports in this blog but today i want to.
Brett Favre. One of the most recognizable sports figures. One of the most prolific passes in the history of the National Football League. One of the most diabolical geniouses in the history of the universe. Why do I say that? Well because hes trying to take down the vikings from the inside. Just think about it. Couple years ago the packers go to the NFC championship game. They lose to the Giants. So what happens? The next year favre says oh im going to retire. Then the drama with the packers coaches. That wasnt it at all. Favre and the packers have had many battles with the vikings. They are division rivals who hate eachother. So what do the coaches and Favre come up with? His last couple years hes able to play? Hes going to sabbotage the vikings. So he gets traded to the Jets because the packers “Refused” to trade him to the vikings (making them want him oh so much more). So then at the end of the year Favre purposely loses all those games so he either gets cut or traded to another team at the end of the year. but then he decides its easier to just pretend to retire. knowing full well that he will be picked up by the vikings.
The man is a genious. Watch. Just watch this year as he destroys that place from the inside. Wow Favre. I respect you that much more!
